So I went to my WI tonight and lost 3.8 pounds! I was so excited until my leader told me that I need to stop losing as much because I am losing too quickly and if the corporate people in Maine see my losses are over the 1-2 pounds a week then she will get yelled at because of me. I went from being so excited to being discouraged and ready to leave. I have been feeling so great and so proud of myself for following the plan and being active and then suddenly and being told that I need to eat more so I don't lose as much. I was ready to leave the meeting and go buy McDonalds out of spite because I was so angry and felt like I was in trouble. I mean, I basically got told that I could get kicked out of WW for losing too fast! I guess it's ok for me to be over 300 pounds, but it's not OK to lose 3 pounds a week. I ended up staying for the meeting but felt like giving up when I got home. I am still really frustrated and angry. I finally start pulling my life together only to get told I'm still messing up. I guess I need to stop working out or something so I can be in their healthy loss range.
My weight loss